Blah!

This is my first non Coupon post in a while...LOL

I am having a very Blah kinda day. You would think I would be better after hearing that adam got some contract work after not having a job for 6 mo. But I know its a paycheck, i know we need it, its just in my heart I am not having a good feeling about this. I am Praying that this is a feeling from the Holy Spirit that there is something else coming our way that we have been praying for.

I am stressed to the Max, depressed to the Max, No energy, very hormonal, no motivation, you name it! I just have not had a good day...or good 6 months to be honest. But today just was the icing on the cake.

I feel like a bad wife, mother, friend, daughter , sister, you name it! I feel it!

I know that God will lead us to the right path, I know this is just a detour in our journey. but I am ready to be out of the desert!

I am very thankful for my family, my husband, my kids, my Church, and my friends who have been there for us during this time. I am very thankful for those who have done things for us annyomously! What a Blessing!

I am praying things get better, but until then I am going to be here for my family, do my VERY best to be a better wife and mother!